The Choice: Even at 5 a.m.

To those who happen to be awake at this hour.   


Father, may the Fruit of the Spirit be evident in our lives no matter the circumstance. Amen.

(From When God Whisper's Your Name, by Max Lucado).

IT'S QUIET. It's early. My coffee is hot. The sky is still black. The world is still asleep. The day is coming.

In a few moments the day will arrive. It will roar down the track with the rising of the sun. The stillness of the dawn will be exchanged for the noise of the day. The calm of solitude will be replaced by the pounding pace of the human race. The refuge of the early morning will be invaded by decisions to be made and deadlines to be met.

For the next twelve hours I will be exposed to the day's demands. It is now that I must make a choice. Because of Calvary, I'm free to choose. And so I choose. 

I choose love . . .
No occasion justifies hatred; no injustice warrants bitterness. I choose love. Today I will love God and what God loves. 

I choose joy . . .
I will invite my God to be the God of circumstance. I will refuse the temptation to be cynical . . . the tool of the lazy thinker. I will refuse to see people as anything less than human beings, created by God. I will refuse to see any problem as anything less than an opportunity to see God. 

I choose peace . . .
I will live forgiven. I will forgive so that I may live. 

I choose patience . . .
I will overlook the inconveniences of the world. Instead of cursing the one who takes my place, I'll invite him to do so. Rather than complain that the wait is too long, I will thank God for a moment to pray. Instead of clinching my fist at new assignments, I will face them with joy and courage. 

I choose kindness . . .
I will be kind to the poor, for they are alone. Kind to the rich, for they are afraid. And kind to the unkind, for such is how God has treated me. 

I choose goodness . . .
I will go without a dollar before I take a dishonest one. I will be overlooked before I will boast. I will confess before I will accuse. I choose goodness. 

I choose faithfulness . . .
Today I will keep my promises. My debtors will not regret their trust. My associates will not question my word. My wife will not question my love. And my children will never fear that their father will not come home. 

I choose gentleness . . .
Nothing is won by force. I choose to be gentle. If I raise my voice may it be only in praise. If I clench my fist, may it be only in prayer. If I make a demand, may it be only of myself. 

I choose self-control . . .
I am a spiritual being. After this body is dead, my spirit will soar. I refuse to let what will rot, rule the eternal. I choose self-control. I will be drunk only by joy. I will be impassioned only by my faith. I will be influenced only by God. I will be taught only by Christ. I choose self-control.


Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. To these I commit my day. If I succeed, I will give thanks. If I fail, I will seek his grace. And then, when this day is done, I will place my head on my pillow and rest.

Rock Bottom: It's a good place to be.

We’re all bound to hit rock bottom at some point in our lives. (more like at many points in our lives).  

Such is life as imperfect humans in an imperfect world.

Sure, we’d all love being on the mountaintop forever if we had a choice. Who doesn’t like it when the piggy bank is overweight? …when you have the perfect job. The perfect relationships. Health. Security in storing up treasures for ourselves and reaping the benefits of everything “we” have worked hard for.

It’s easy to forget God when we’re on top of the mountain and have fallen in love with the accumulating objects and junk cluttering our lives. 

‘We don’t need anything, so we don’t really need God. We can do it all on our own.’ We would never DARE admit such an atrocious statement, but guess what? Actions speak louder than words.

Just don’t get too comfortable. When we're on the mountaintop, there's only one place to go from there: down.

And when you hit rock bottom, you have two choices: you can either lie there in defeat and self-pity or you can look up to God, trusting that He is in control. (I am still learning this...)

Thank God for the gift of hitting rock bottom. Thank God that in the plunge down into the deep valley, His strong, faithful hands are there to catch us. To comfort us. To remind us that when we have nothing left, He is all we need.

When we have exhausted all our options, plan A through Z, and we have more questions than we have answers, those, my friends, are the perfect conditions for God to get to work. 

When we get over ourselves and quit relying on our own abilities (which will eventually fail), when we finally step aside and humble ourselves, we can let His perfect will be done.

In A Shepherd Looks at Psalm 23, written by a scientist/shepherd, Phillip Keller gives insight on verse 4:

Even though I walk through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil, for you are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

“… Here is grandeur, a quietness, and assurance that sets the soul at rest, ‘I will not fear, for thou art with me…’ – with me in every situation, in every dark trial, in every dismal disappointment, in every distressing dilemma. In the Christian life we often speak of wanting ‘to move onto higher ground with God.’ (This is in reference of moving the flock of sheep to summer pastures further up the mountain). How we long to live above the lowlands of life. We want to get beyond the common crowd, to enter a more intimate walk with God. We speak of mountaintop experiences and we envy those who have ascended to the heights and entered into this more sublime sort of life. 

 Often we get an erroneous idea about how this takes place. It is as though we imagined we could be “air lifted” onto higher ground. On the tough trail of the Christian life this is not so. As with ordinary sheep management, so with God’s people one only gains higher ground by climbing up through the valleys. 

Every mountain has its valleys. Its sides are scarred by deep ravines and gulches and draws. And the best route to the top is always along these valleys. Any sheep man familiar with the high country knows this. He leads his flock gently, but persistently up the paths that wind through the dark valleys. It should be noticed that the verse states, ‘Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death.’ It does not say I die there, or stop there – but rather ‘I walk through.’

… Most of us do not want valleys in our lives. We shrink from them with a sense of fear and foreboding. Yet in spite of our worst God can bring great benefit and lasting benediction to others through those valleys. Let us not always try to avoid the dark things, the distressing days. They may well prove to be the way of greatest refreshment to ourselves and those around us (pg. 100-101).

Father, thank You for the trials you allow in our lives. If we never knew the pains of the dark valley, we would never know the joy and victory that comes with relying on You to take us up the steep road to the high hills. Help us not give up so quickly, but rather, trust in You and in Your perfect ways. Give us the strength to take our eyes off of ourselves, off the things of this world, and fix them instead on You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

Run!

What good is the Armor of God without a WARRIOR on the inside??

"Finally, be strong in the LORD and in His great power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can fight against the devil's evil tricks. Our fight is not against people on earth but against the rulers and authorities and the powers of this world's darkness, against the spiritual powers of evil in the heavenly world. That is why you need to put on God's full armor. Then on the day of evil you will be able to stand strong. And when you have finished the whole fight, you will still be standing. So stand strong with the belt of Truth tied around your waist and the protection of Right Living on your chest. On you feet wear the Good News of Peace to help you stand strong. And also on use the shield of Faith with which you can stop all the burning arrows of the Evil One. Accept God's salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God. Pray in the Spirit at all times with all kinds of prayers, asking for everything you need. To do this you must always be ready and never give up. Always pray for all God's people." -Ephesians 6:10-18

That's deep! Have you ever seen empty armor without a warrior inside fighting a battle? Not me! ...not even in a movie!  Yes, God has equipped us with all we need to be effective for Him but we must do our part! We have to be willing to practice self-discipline and resist the forces around us in order to be most effective!

How do we do this? Well, like any warrior preparing for battle, we have to be "fit" to fight. A warrior has to be physically in shape and in the same manner, we have to make sure we're in top shape by feeding ourselves with the Word of God, clothing ourselves in prayer, empowered by the Spirit, and constantly seeking Him.  

Yes, the battle is not ours, but the LORD's (2 Chronicles 20:15), but we have to be present, willing to let God use us in the battle.  

Jesus, help us to be fully clothed by the FULL armor of God so that we may overcome as you have overcome. Amen. 

Have you talked to a chicken lately? Meet: The Chicken Egg

"But ask the animals, and they will teach you, or ask the birds of the air, and they will tell you. Speak to the earth, and it will teach you....Every one of these knows that the hand of the LORD has done this." 

(Job 12:7-9)

       A fertilized chicken egg is a very special creation. Before even thinking about a chick developing in an egg, it is interesting to ponder how the chicken manages to get a shell around that slippery, raw, fertilized egg. It is a rare sight on the farm to see raw egg smeared on the outside of the shell. Have you ever attempted to put an egg back into its shell after it rolled off the counter?

The shell itself is highly specialized. Each egg shell has about 10,000 tiny holes or pores. How does that chicken form a shell around a soft, messy egg and design the shell to have porosity?

 Put a raw egg in warm water and soon you will see tiny bubbles floating up. These bubbles are escaping through the pores in the shell. The developing chick needs these pores to breathe. Evolution requires a need before an organism will change. How does a chicken know it needs to make a shell with porosity, and how can it manufacture such a shell? The chick does not know it needs the holes in the shell to breathe until it dies for lack of air. Of course, dead chicks cannot evolve.

Within the first few days after the egg is laid, blood vessels begin to grow out of the developing chick. Two of these attach to the membrane under the eggshell and two attach to the yolk. By the fifth day, the tiny heart is pumping blood through the vessels. What makes those blood vessels grow out of the chick, and how do they know where to go and to what to attach?

The chick feeds from the yolk with the yolk vessels and breathes through the membrane vessels. If any of these vessels do not grow out of the chick or attach to the correct place, the chick will die.

The chick gives off carbon dioxide and water vapor as it metabolizes the yolk. If it does not get rid of the carbon dioxide and water vapor, it will die of gaseous poisoning or drown in its own waste water. These waste products are picked up by the blood vessels and leave through the pores in the eggshell.

By the nineteenth day, the chick is too big to get enough oxygen through the pores in the shell. It must do something or die. How does it know what to do next? By this time, a small tooth called the "egg-tooth" has grown onto its beak. It uses this little tooth to peck a hole into the air sack at the flat end of the egg. When you peel a hard-boiled egg you notice the thin membrane under the shell and the flattened end of the egg. This flattened end, which looks like the hen did not quite fill up her egg shell, is the air sack. The air sack provides only six hours of air for the chick to breathe. Instead of relaxing and breathing deeply, with this new-found supply of air, the chick keeps pecking until it breaks a small hole through the shell to gain access to outside air in adequate amounts.

On the twenty-first day, the chick breaks out of the shell. If one step in the development of the chick is missing or out of order, the chick dies.

Each step in the development of the chick defies evolutionary logic. The process must be orchestrated by God, our Creator. The impersonal plus time plus chance is not an adequate explanation for the incredible complexities of life as we observe it.

(http://www.present-truth.org/3-Nature/Evolution%20of%20Creationist/MOGC%2008.htm)

Sea Hearts

Lead me in Your truth and teach me, for You are the God of my salvation; on You I wait all the day. - Psalm 25:5 

What can ride ocean currents for years before finally washing ashore and springing to life? According to National Geographic's World magazine, it's a nut that is native to South America and the West Indies. Some people call them "sea hearts."

These 2-inch, chestnut-colored nuts are hardy, heart-shaped seeds that grow on high-climbing vines. They often fall into rivers and float out to sea. There they may ride the currents for years before coming to shore and sprouting into a plant.

This life-bearing, time-enduring, wave-riding seed illustrates a basic spiritual principle. God's plans may include extended times of waiting for Him to act on our behalf. This was true of Noah, who endured ridicule while spending 120 years building a ship; of Abraham, who waited for the fulfillment of God's promise that he would have a son in his old age; and of David, God's anointed, who chose to wait for God's timing rather than take the life of envious King Saul.

Sea hearts can't choose to be patient, but we can. Nothing is harder or better for us than to follow the example of David, who wrote Psalm 25. By waiting on the Lord we can have peace, and our faith will grow - even while we are riding out the waves.

-Mart De Haan II

THINKING IT OVER
What circumstances make it hard to wait for the Lord? How do we know we won't be disappointed when we wait for Him?


God stretches our patience to enlarge our soul.

Disturb Us, Lord.

Disturb us, Lord, when

We are too well pleased with ourselves,

When our dreams have come true

Because we have dreamed too little,

When we arrived safely

Because we sailed too close to the shore.

Disturb us, Lord, when

With the abundance of things we possess

We have lost our thirst

For the waters of life;

Having fallen in love with life,

We have ceased to dream of eternity

And in our efforts to build a new earth,

We have allowed our vision

Of the new Heaven to dim.

Disturb us, Lord, to dare more boldly,

To venture on wider seas

Where storms will show your mastery;

Where losing sight of land,

We shall find the stars.

We ask You to push back

The horizons of our hopes;

And to push into the future

In strength, courage, hope, and love.

-Sir Francis Drake, 1577

{why a pearl?}

...well, let me tell you!

A mollusk is a living creature. At first glance, it doesn't look very impressive, but looks can be deceiving!

{Oysters, clams, and mussels are mollusks that can produce pearls but the majority are produced by oysters}.

In a nutshell, these creatures are alive! They have a heart, intestines, a nervous system, the whole sha-bang! (well, kind of!) The inside of the oyster has a tender lining called the mantle. Sometimes, particles such as sand slip inside and irritate the delicate mantle. As a protective response to the"pain" of the irritant, the oyster secretes nacre, a chemical that builds up over time, eventually producing the beautiful pearl. The longer the pearl "suffers" the bigger, more beautiful, and valuable the pearl.

James 1:2-3 says, "My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing."

In a similar way, we can have confidence in knowing that there is a purpose for our pain.  Like the oyster, our trials will produce something beautiful if we can learn to patiently trust God.  After all, only He can create such beauty from pain.

{a pearl-in-progress}

There are millions of blogs out there....and somehow I have allowed myself to become one of them :) 

These days, with technology, it's difficult to come up with new or profound thoughts or ideas that have not already originated from someone else.  Therefore, consider yourself warned that much of what I share will not be so much from my own creative brain (unfortunately), but rather bits and pieces of my own thoughts mixed in with things I have stumbled upon in my own journey through life.

Eleanor Roosevelt once said to "Learn from the mistakes of others. You cannot live long enough to make them all yourself."  Whether a mistake, a thought, or a simple little something from the heart, it is my hope that this blog will {at the very least} help me better understand the Heart of God as I attempt to bring forth the hidden things from the most inner depths of my heart and mind out into writing that I can visibly see.  May whomever is reading this blog be encouraged as you venture out into your own journey, learning to trust God a little more everyday. 

A fellow traveler {and pearl-in-progress}.